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Thursday, January 04, 2007

stupid seh~

i tried to load the song "Beyonce Knowles - Listen" into my blog.. but it fails... and i guess to some people they arent able to open my blog.. also dunno the problem is wat...

sad sad...sob sob...my blog has no fate with songs.. boohoohoo~

anyway, this is the song i wanna share.. cant put song, but at least can put video~ enjoy

Beyonce Knowles - Listen
Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
they will not be pushed aside and turned
into your own all cause you won't listen

(Chorus)
Listen I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own

You should have listened
there is someone here inside
someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, i'm screamin out and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or burned
Into your own all cause you won't listen

(Chorus)
Listen I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, If you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart a melody I start but I will complete
Oh, oh now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own
my own

i wanna say something! I BELIEVED THAT I AM GROWING FAT LE! you know what?!?! since yesterday i have been eating NONE STOP~ *shake head* haiz.....

am i changing to a person who dont explain....unless from the past me? i dunno...

funny thing~ cos this coming weekend after service, i will be going back to msia... then i told my mum that i MISS HOME-COOKED FOOD!! it has been MORE THAN TWO PLUS MONTHS that i have not been eating HOME COOKED FOOD already!!!! i miss it SO SO SO MUCH~ then my mum asked me what i wanted to eat, then i gave her the list of food i wan, but not much .. got.. black chicken soup, vegetables, meehoon! haha.. alot more.. but i 'ordered' this three~ haha

also.. these few days, i kept on checking on websites on any universities providing degree or bachelor that i can choose to continue to study... i know its kinda ridiculous for me to have a total change from science line (where i last stop @ poly) to another area (as if i were to continue studying science.. i guess i wont have the mood.)

i told lai leng about it.. and she also can see that i doesnt suit in science line. lol. haha~ and one thing is that "my heart is no longer in science area".

i found a program provide by UNSW Asia which is a combined degree of International Studies & Media (commencing in 2008) it sounded interesting... but i know the fee gonna be very very EX!!! also i dunno what does this course provide any career prospects. actually.. i am also interested in the course that jessel's taking.. Diploma in Film, Sound & Video but i dun wish to take another diploma.. ai ya.. just too many options and also dunno what to choose.. so need to see if there's any talk from any uni, i will go and listen and then decide what am i going take for degree... cos i dun wish to stop at diploma!!!!!

also, i finally get all my nails cut short! after such a long time of having my nails splitting. lol.... so now my fingers looks soo 'chubby' and short...eeee.. dun like, but nevermind, after a short period, my nails will grow again and look nice again. lol

and i just got to know!!! my cousin, michelle is back from australia! and she'll be back till feb! haha~ anyway, she's same age as me.. and by end of this yr, she'll get her masters ardy!! haha~ jealous! haha. guess she'll be bored ba.. haha~ its always like that, we will have the excitement to go back home, but then when we reached home.. thinking of what to do, then sian le.. lol

Running away is NEVER a solution to any problem,
but a resting point that you are giving yourself.
After resting, you still need to continue your journey
and face the problem you YET to solve it

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